july 12 2008

i feel really bad about how i havent posted in years but i have been buisy

BAND OF THE DAY: paulo coelho..... he actually is an author.....

i am reading the book: the alchemist by the above mentioned author, and i have never read a more thought provoking book in my life..... and i read a lot... like a lot!

but i can never talk about books that i read with people because i find myself reading books that nobody has read or heard of.....someone will ask me what book i am reading and when i tell them the answer, i hear a dissapionted "oh" because the book is unfamiliar to them

which is an awful segway into my next point...... how people are afraid of anything unfamiliar to them....

older people are very afraid to try new things..... not to be stereotypical, but most of the ones i have met are.....

and to prove what an awful and discombobulated blog this is i will end right here because i lost my train of thought because i just returned from a distraction....sorry

but i will leave u with an essay i wrote about my view of the devine:

here goes


God is an idea, he only exists as a thought, an intangible being and a state of mind that assists those who are open to it. The tangibility of God resembles a solar black hole, not in the purpose of the black hole – destroying matter – but in the idea of one. The sun, as with all the stars in the Milky Way galaxy, is thought to be orbiting a black hole because black holes are so dense, even though they are miniscule, almost nothing in size, and are only discussed in theory. God, in the same way creates an orbital attraction. Much like black holes, God only exists as an idea and is only discussed in theory. A black hole is an intangible force that underlines all matter, and it has the most gravitational pull of anything known to man. God underlines all believers’ emotions, and the belief in God indirectly dictates all human’s actions.
Matter that is sucked into a black hole is distorted and loses all idea of time and it is believed to enter infinity. Much like a black hole, the idea of a God distorts humans in both a good way and a bad way. For example, violence in the Middle East is a result from the idea of a God and the promises that were made far in the past, or the instinctual idea that humans have of right and wrong. God does not have control of all creation, but that illusion is created upon having something to blame when the unexpected happens, or something to praise when good happens. If anything, God is the idea and human manifestation of all that is good in this world.